All these little things.

Hello!
I only managed to post twice last month, which is really bad. I am now sixteen, my birthday was three days a go and I got the best birthday present ever!
In 3 weeks mums taking me on holiday for a week, which is a bit cheeky because it's in school time but mums saying that I'm ill, so it's all good. I got a midnight beast t-shirt from Catrin, Holly and Vicki which I love a lot!
I also got some soap and glory stuff from Heather, Clare got me a cath kidston make-up bag with barry M nail polish and a chocolate-orange owl lip gloss which is so cute! and she also baked me brownies which are the best things everrrrrrrrrrrr. So I was really happy with all my pressies from my friends. I got some new make-up and I had a really nice chocolate birthday cake, so it was a really, really good day and I can't wait for my holiday, I'm going to beg dad to borrow him camera so I can take some snaps as well, oooooo! And I promise to blog about it when I get back. So far year 11 has been quite shitty and stressful and I'm bricking it for my GCSE's but I'm going to work hard and hope for the best really. Anyway, going to a party tomorrow which I'm pretty hyped for, though it probably won't be great since it's only 3 hours long and their is no alcohol so it'll probably be really awkward. Um, Should be fun though! Anyway, off to beddy byes! xxxx

It's beyond words.

Hello!

So, it's about three weeks into the summer, and it's been really good. I think I've already said about going to the big chill? but yeah it was really good and I really enjoyed it, especially being with Hattie because we don't get to meet up very often. I haven't really done anything that productive I caught up on sleep, and I'm looking forward to my birthday, which is only a couple of weeks away, eeek! Today when I took Marley on a walk he rolled in a big pile of cow poo and so I had to shower him and I got soaked haa. I still need to do the looming pile of homework that I have, French I have done about 2 pages and I'm already struggling, I have to stick some sheets into my science books which I forgot to do, and I have to go up on the hills and record the litter or whatever and English, and I haven't even looked at that yet, fun!
Anyway, it feels really strange that I'll be in year 11 when I go back to school, time goes so fast and it's really scary.. I still remember induction day in year 7 and it's weird how much has changed since then, and how much everyone has changed as people. Weird. Anyway, that's all for now.. I'll try and keep this blog up to date as much as possible! Byee. xxxx

Hello August!

I really need to get away from everything, even though it's summer and I'm not at school, i want to get away from Malvern and the same thing day in day out, unfortunately i have to wait until next year, when i'm going to Greece i think? for two weeks to make up for not going this year, and mums taking me before my GCSE's, probably in April sometime, and i cannot bloody wait. This week I am going to Birmingham with mum, which i'm really looking forward to. I love going to Birmingham with mum, i actually buy things i need rather than buying things for the sake of it I am writing this going to pick Jack up from Nostock, this festival thing, and he's had his phone stolen, but thankfully we were able to stop anyone from using it, and the orange lady is sending us a new sim card and he has to use my old tocco haha.
I am also meeting up with Ellie on Thursday and my friend Taylor on Friday so I'm looking forward to that, I was going to go to the big chill, but as the tickets were so expensive this year, and I didn't think the line-up was that great, i decided not to waste my money, and i'm planning to go next year instead. Until then, I am going to go on a major diet and eat more healthy, and start exercising more, though it's going to be difficult because food just tastes so good, but i'll try my hardest! And also i'm going to be a lot more organised for year 11, I've already sorted out all my books and so i'm pleased about that. I have a shit load of homework that i need to do, and haven't even started that yet, not sure when i'm going to get round to it, and i'll probably end up leaving it until the last minute as per usual. My sleep pattern is seriously messed up though, the past couple of nights i haven't been going to bed until like four in the morning and waking up in the afternoon by my mum yelling at me to get my 'lazy ass out of bed.' Charming. Anyway, i'll write soon! Bye. xxxx

Summer lovin'

Hello, finally broken up for Summer, woo! I think by the end everyone was just getting really annoyed with each other, so it's good to have a nice break from people. I won't go into it because i feel like i always rant on my blog, and i don't want to be negative :)
So this Summer has been good so far, On Friday i went to see my friends play, which was brilliant, on Saturday i had a lazy day, to catch up on sleep and yesterday i went to annas house which was lovely, so a good few days! Today i'm just chilling with mum, taking Marley for a walk and not really doing anything that interesting, i do have really bad cramps today, so i have resorted to crawling into a ball and eating my body weight in junk food, That's another thing actually, this summer i was meant to go on a massive diet, but so far i have eaten a large domino's pizza on Saturday and i've just raded the fridge and ate a whole pack of chocolate fingers, so yeah.. the diet isn't really going to plan, hopefully after this week, when i don't feel like utter shit, thanks mother nature, i will feel better and start eating healthier, and start going running or something, eughhh, even the thought makes me tired, but it's what i have to do if i'm going to get a beach bod for Summer! Even though i'm not going on holiday this year, but next year we're going earlier in like april or something for 2 weeks to make up for it, so i have until then to get really skinny. Woo! Right, so that's just a little update for you, :) i'll write soon! Byeee. xx

I hold on, I hold on..

Hello!

Long time no speak!
On tumblr I always feel a bit weird ranting about things, especially when there are people on there who might see and start bitching about it or start spreading rumours or whatever, Basically I am getting really annoyed with some of my friends at the moment, probably because we're spending way too much time together, and we all need it to be summer like now, but there making us come in for another bloody week, and in the last week we hardly do any work anyway, we just watch halfway through a film and play games, fun!
Anyway like I was saying, Some people I really just want to slap at the moment, and it's not just me who is getting annoyed with them a lot of other people are as well, and it's also the case of people telling other people stuff which you have specifically told them not to, not because your scared they will find out, or your scared of the consequences of doing so, because if I really was I don't think I would do it in the first place, but it's just the hassle of people finding out and asking loads of questions and generally making a gigantic fuss over nothing, I am sounding quite vague when I talk about this, and I do apologise but if I start naming names then it will just turn into a big hoo-ha which I can't really be bothered to get into really. Also I'm getting annoyed at this one person because she puts me down so much and makes me feel like absolute shit, and at first I was fine with it, and I just brush it off, but when I think about it I don't think I should actually have to deal with that to be honest, she's meant to be a really good friend of mine, and the thing which really annoys me is I don't know if she knows she's doing it, or if it's just become a habit of hers now, but purposely or not she shouldn't be saying this to me, and it's time I actually stood up for myself, not that I ever will because I simply can't be bothered with all hassle if I do say something, and I'm just too chicken. Eughh. On the up-side I am going to Birmingham tomorrow with Alice and her brother which I am really looking forward to, although I have no money and her brother is lending me some and I'm paying him back next week, should still be fun though, hehe :) one more week until summer, please hurry up! please!
Also last week I went to T4 which was really good, even though at the end of it my legs felt like jelly because I had stood up for a long time, and I did get quite badly burnt, silly me! but it's starting to turn brown now, and peel a bit on my shoulders.. ew, it's strange to think that it was only a week a go, time goes so fast.
One more thing.. I really want a boyfriend! haha, I have ranted to my mum about this so much that I think it's starting to get on her nerves, but I am so jealous whenever I see a couple, either around school or anywhere really.. really annoying! Oh well, I'll just wait and see what happens in the future.. and I hope the people that are annoying me will stop, though thinking about it I don't think they will change and I was talking to this guy about it today, and he was saying that it was really funny how often I change who my friends are, but it's true, some weeks I really get along with some people and then the next week I'm absolutely sick of the sight of them which is really bad. I think we all just need a summer break now and everyone will come back refreshed and everything that might of happened will be forgotten about.. hopefully! Anyway, that's my rant over, looking forward to tomorrow! Byeeee xxxx

Nobody said it was easy.

Hey, i really miss blogging, and i feel like i haven't done so in ages, so i'm sorry! :(
This week is our exam week, some actual GCSE moduals but mostly our internal exams, and today i had my geography exam, which went horrifically, One question was like 'Describe a coastal flood' and i put 'The Tsunami in Haiti' Hahaaa, so yeah, i failed that one, and i also had my french listening exam, which was also really bad as well, so i'm not doing too well.. but i really hate french so i don't really care if i fail at that, but i'm also failing at Art as well, and now geography is following, all i have left is philos&ethics, which is pretty much the only subject i really like out of all my options, i do like art and french and geography, but it's our teacher who i don't like in art, french is just way too difficult, and now geography seems that way as well.. Arghh! oh well, i'm just going to think positively and hopefully things will turn out alright! hopefully! My mum said i can dye my hair red this weekend, which i'm really looking forward to, i quite like megan presscott's hair (skins) and so i want to like that! and i am so excited, but nervous at the same time, but i really needed a change! :)
Anyway, i'll be off.. i won't promise i'll write soon, because i probably won't, but i won't completley abandon you for tumblr! haha, Byeeee. xxxxxxxxx

Hello June!

Well, it's Friday which means it's nearly the end of the half term, which has gone by so quickly :( which is annoying, and i hardly got up to much, and now i realize that i have homework that i needed to do, plus maths and science revision. Great. Honestly if it's a break why can't school just let us have a BREAK instead of ruining every single moment of our lives. EUGH. I am so sick of that place, i honestly can't believe i still have to go through another year, and it gets worse and a lot more stressful with GCSE's and God knows what.. Right, rant over.
I feel like i've really ambandoned blogger for Tumblr, but it's just so addictive. I don't rant as much as i do on here though, so you kind of get the worse of it, which i guess isn't too great either. Oh well.. it will soon be summer, which i am really looking forward to, and T4 on the beachhh woop woop! which won't be long, we're going on the 10th of July and i can't be more excited! :) :)
I didn't sleep at all last night, i watched peep show on 40D and i tried to sleep, but then i couldn't so i went back on the computer again, it's quarter past 7 now so i guess i should start waking up and let Marley out for a wee, i'll probably do some homework, watch more peep show, a couple of films and then i think i might be getting my hair cut, if mum has sorted it, and going to Catrins tonight, so it's going to be a good day i think :) okay, i'll write soon, and i'll be a bit more happier :) byeeee. xxx