One life. live it.

These past couple of days haven't been the best, I've taken these tablets, which were a 'just incase thing' before i go on holiday, and i reacted really badly to them. So today i have just been recovering, and my tummy doesn't hurt that bad anymore, *touch wood.* I am SO in the holiday mood now, I have all my holiday clothes and now i just want to get on a plane and lie on a beach with a pina colada and a good book! I really hope i get a tan, Clares still in Hong Kong, I miss her so much, but she seems to be having an amazing time, so that's good. Anyway, This will be my last post before i go on holiday, But i will write about it when i get back. I really want a nice picture on the beach, I'm going to take some really nice pictures this year, last year i didn't get any at all. SUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMER.

I can see clearly now the rain has gone.

Today was really good. Me, Ellie Cornelius and Vicki met up, and we took a few snaps and had a really nice time and then we went back to Ellie's house and we went on the trampoline and looked through some old pics of Ellie as a baby (she was sooo cute!) and had a cheese toasty which was very yummmy! Tomorrow i am going on the hunt for some clothes for holiday, and get my passport sorted, AHHH I'M SO EXITED!! I can't wait, I really can't!!! paha, i will be going now but i will write more sooon. Byee.

Summer Summer Summer!

Helloo! Yesterday my parents managed to book a holiday to Tunisia!! I am SOO bloody exited, I got my suitcase out today, and i found a lot of stuff that i got last holiday that i didn't unpack, Ahh, i really cannot wait, I am going to take LOADS of pictures while i'm there. I really want a nice picture on the beach, and i am going to go on the beach at night!! i love doing that, no-one is around and it's just beautiful. I have to get all my holiday shopping done this week, so i think a primark trip is in order!! I don't think i'll need much though, because it's going to be so hot i think just a few dresses, My shorts and a few vest tops will be fine. I will also pack my gladiators that i brought in Greece last year for only 4 pounds and my grey pumps and high heels for the evening. GAHH i can't wait. I am so going to ride a camel. Anyway, I will write more sooon, but i am going to go sort what i am going to pack! ahhhhhh!!

Last day of year 9!

Yesterday was our last day, And we watched a few films, and loads of people took pictures, Izzy managed to capture a disgusting one of me ^ and i am enjoying my first day of the summer by sleeping in till 3, getting up for a bit and then deciding it's still a bit too early, and going back to bed again, haha. My parents are trying to find a holiday, but at the moment their not having much luck because they can't find one that has our flights, so they've been on every single website trying to look for flights but they can't find one dammit. Oh well, My idea of 'making the most of every single day' hasn't really worked out to plan, but it is only the start to the holidays, and this was kind of my 'humungous lie-in' day. I will get up earlier from now on. Maybe.. Well, I will write more sooon, Byeee.

Life sure has it's 'perks'

AHhh today was a right adventure, I didn't go into school , but i didn't sleep in very late, i got up at around half 9, and usually i just go straight back to sleep, but this morning i was just full of beans. So i got up and wandered around the house in search for food, and then i remembered the super noodles i brought yesterday, So i had some mild curry flavor noodles, and then i went on the computer for a bit, and then my parents were trying to look for another holiday where they could get a good deal, and get flights to go with it, So they went up to the travel agents in Great Malvern for a bit and then after tagging along with them for a while, i saw ELLIE! and then we had a good old chat, but then i couldn't find my parents after haha! so i wondered round great malvern for ages, and eventually decided just to go wait by the car, then it started raining, and i got absolutely soaked. But oh well, it was fine eventually, And i just had a boots meal deal yuuuuuuuuuum!! BIGLOVEBIGLOVEBIGLOVE, and i am looking forward to tomorrow since i am meeting up with heather and we are having a film fest/jammy day, and i am bringing popcornn! I can't wait!! i really want to see toy story 3 as well loads of people have said it was amazing! ahh!! Then on Friday i am going into school, and i want lots of snaps for the last day!! I'll write sooon, Byeee.

Schools out for the summer!

WELL today could quite possibly be my start to the summer hols! but i think i will go in for the last day, i can't miss Mr Harrington showing us the picture of him in his fat days! I got my report today, and it was pretty good, My mum brought me some strawberry bon bons because she said that it was a good report haha, i love my mum :) I am so jealous, Clare is going to HONG KONG for 2 weeks, and i won't get to see her since she is leaving on friday, :( But, we are going to meet up loads when she comes back, and i can't wait to hear all about hong kong! As for my Holidays, it's not really looking that promising, My parents can get the time off and the hotel, but it's just the flights to match up. But oh well, My mum said that theres a slight chance that we can go to New York this christmas to make up for it! AHHH!! Next summer, I want to go to the big chill, I don't really have anyone to go with this year, and it's a bit late to get tickets now anyway, But oh well. Anyway, It's been a pretty good day today, I really hope my hair grows longer during the summer, I want it the length i had it before!! Ahh, we'll see! Anyway Goodbye.

I don't know what you see, there's nothing there.

The countdown has begun! I'm not in for most of the week anyway, My parents are looking at going to Prague for a couple of days, but they can't find any flights that match up when they were thinking of going at the moment. Anyway today was okay i guess, This theatre group came in and did this play which was really random and weird. Then for the rest of the day we didn't really do much so it was pretty boring really, i was really craving a ice-cream all of today, so today when i walked back from the retail park, i got an ice cream from this really cute sweet shop called bah humbugs, it was mind blowing. Ice-cream is one of the best things about summer in my opinion aha :) Tomorrow is Tuesday, and apart from French and maths i quite like tuesdays, but i guess in French we will probably just be watching a film or something and in maths, we will probably be doing some crappy crossword or something, Eugh, not long now, thank God. Byee.

i'll follow you and you'll follow me

This weekend has been really fun. It's been so tiring though, and today i had the biggest nap ever. Oh well, not long now and this summer i'm going to make the most of each and EVERY day, because last year there were quite a few days when i sat around doing nothing, The occasional lazy day is okay though, sometimes i prefer lazy days to going out. Yesterday me and Ellie took so many pictures and quite a lot of them were pretty impressive! I haven't seen all of them yet though, But there were like 160, I think a lot of them were just pictures i took two or three times, just to make sure they weren't blurred. Ahh, Anyway i'm not sure how many days i'm going to have off this week, But I might come in for the last day, it depends how i feel aha! eughhh ONE more week to go, BOY I've wanted to say that for ages. Write soon, byeee.

Christmas? Yes please.

I am currently listening to Christmas songs, and it's giving me a warm, festive feeling which i love. Last year i was in such a grumpy mood it was so crap, and it went too quickly, and i didn't get the same feeling like i usually do, so this year i plan to make this Christmas the best ever. I know it's weird talking about this in July, but i really love winter, probably more than Summer to be honest. I mean the weather great when it's nice and sunny, But i love having snow ball fights and then coming back inside with a hot chocolate and warming up by the fire, one of the best feelings ever.And then new years eve is always a laugh, but this year it wasn't really that fun at all. Eugh. So, fingers crossed this year is going to be a good one, and i'm going to try my hardest to make Christmas 2010 the best. Haha, Byee.

I meant what i said, I said what i meant.

Today as alright, not one of the best Fridays ever to be honest, Oh well. Next week is the last week until the summer holidays, so it should be fun. Anyway, Tomorrow is going to be good, because me and Ellie are going on a little photography mission around Worcester and we're hoping to get some good snaps!! Currently i am watching waterloo road, I recorded it last night, but because i was at the film festival i didn't get a chance to watch it. The film festival went great and we got a pretty loud cheer for our film! I am definitely doing play in a week in the summer! so hopefully i will get a part, I read the play for the one play, and it was really good and there's another one which should be equally as good to! I will write more tomorrow, but for now i've got to tidy my room, I promised my mum yesterday that i would clean it so it was 'sparkling' but really i just shoved everything in my wardrobe haha! She wasn't happy. I'll write soon, Byeee.

Home alone.

So, I've been to the docters, and my mum has been a babe and let me have the rest of the day off, and now i am going to go shopping to find something to wear tonight. At the moment though, i am home alone and pretty bored. Mums gone out to the bank uptown, and jacks out with some friends, who woke me up by banging really loudly on the door and dads at work. Anyway, I have tidied up my room quite a bit, but i still have a way to go before it's 'sparkling' and then i'm going to have a shower, i think i might wear my hair natural tonight, and put a load of hairspray in. I'm really looking forward to tonight, I hope people like our film! I am currently listening to Lisa Mitchell, she has such an amazing voice. Right, well i best be off, I'll write later though, Byeee.

Sunny rain.

Tomorrow is the film festival, and i am going to be off for a a bit of the day because of my appointment, and then me and my mam are going dress shopping! But she said that she would only buy me a dress if i tidy my room, so i better get to it, but before i do that i was quite tempted to write a post, since i did say that i would write tomorrow! It was raining today, yet again. And it was really sunny and rainy at the same time, so there was a lovely rainbow, i love rainbows, there so bright and colorful, as they say, it's God way of saying everything is going to be alright!! Today was really good, We played dodgeball, so we didn't have to do p.e in the rain, And then the rest of the day that followed was just really nice, and i have felt really happy all day, so it's good. Anyway, i will write tomorrow and tell you how the film festival went, Hopefully it will be good, it's really cringy, and there is a few times during the film that i look absolutely awful, but hey, i don't care. Haha Byeee.

Nobody knows you the way you know you.

Well that's another day over 11 more to go.. It's not really looking very summery, it's pouring it down with rain at the moment, eugh typical English weather. After school i went to look for an umbrella! since the one i had broke, and since i only had four pounds i wasn't expecting much, But i saw this black one which was reduced to one pound! bargain! I love how the shops are having lots of sales at the moment, I've already got quite a lot but i am drastically running out of money. I need a job. Unfortunately, getting a job is quite hard these days, and so i am constantly having to ask my parents for money which i really hate. Eugh. Oh well, i am going to search for a job when i'm 15, maybe i will have more luck then. So currently i am in my pj's listening to passion pit and drinking hot ribena, hot ribena makes everything better. I can't wait till we break up. Not long now. Thank God, and i get wednesday and thursday and probably the last day off as well, but i think i might come in for the last day because the last day is always pretty fun. I'll write soon, Byee.

Do you know the one where we both live happily?

Today was better than i expected it to be, It was raining, which was not a good start. And also i thought i would have to walk because i got up pretty late, Recovering from the weekend aha, and i couldn't really be bothered to walk in the rain, Mergh . I'm pretty gutted, because i have to go for a doctors appointment on Thursday at 2, and i will miss tug of war :( Oh well, I'll get over it! Anyway, so apart from my hair going completely spazzed from the rain, Today was pretty good. I have done the majority of the ela, but half of it i just rambled and guessed, but at least i have done it, i'm going to ask sir if i can have one more day to do it though. I went to drama after school today to finish off are 'small sister' project, it's going quite well but it's like 15 minutes and all the rest are only 3-6 minutes long! ahahah, Oh well It will be fine. I have to buy my dress still :/ And i don't know what shoes to wear, High heels make me look like a trannie, so i'm going to stick to flats i think, Anyway, I'm going to get an early night because i am TIRED!! I'll write more tomorrow, :) Byeee.

You'll never change whats been and gone.

This weekend has been really good. Westfest was actually not that bad towards the end, It was pretty fun, My brothers friend got cider for us which was pretty good of him to be honest because there was quite a lot of police around, and he could of got in trouble if they saw him giving it to me! aha, So that night i stayed at Jakes house, and i didn't really get a lot of sleep, but it was fun nonetheless, and i also saw Annie, who i haven't seen for ages! and so we have decided to meet up more often now which will be really cool. I haven't done ANY of my science homework, and i only have till tuesday to do it and i really cannot be bothered, Oh well only two weeks left now, it should go quite quickly, hopefully. Anyway, i will write more tomorrow, I'm going to drama after school to finish off filming our film for the film festival thing coming up, but i might ask to leave early so that i can do my science, i might do a bit tonight as well, it depends if i can be bothered. Anyway, I will write more tomorrow, Only two weeks now. I'm just counting down the days..

Let your love grow tall.

Hello! Today was pretty good, i quite like Fridays apart from a couple of lessons, but for the majority of Friday it's like my best day. I went to the retail for me and Helens last retail trip before year 10! Helens going to Germany and so i won't see her for ages, but we're meeting up in the last few weeks and we are going to have a sleepover, so i'm looking forward to that. Tomorrow i'm going to westfest, it wasn't good last year and it's really just a lot of people getting drunk, but it's meant to be quite a nice day tomorrow and so i'm going with Heather, so it should be a good day! I really need an birmingham trip, me and clare have decided that we need one soon though so hopefully it won't be long. It's so weird to think that i'm going to be in year 10, this year has gone so fast. Me, Anna and Daisy want another camp with more people this time, i just asked my mum and she said that it's cool. I want it to hurry up and be summer already i can't wait this long!! i'm just counting down the days! My mums letting me have the day before the hills walk and hill walk off just to make it less suspicious, haha i love my mum. Anyway, i will be off but i will write more soon, From Monday it's only 2 weeks left yesyesyes!!!! Byeee.

I'll try to bottle you up and breathe you back.

Eugh, stupid elas. I'm nearly finished with my r.e one and then it's just one more to go, but i haven't even started it yet, and it looks pretty difficult, but i think i'll just get dad to do it for me. On Saturday i'm hoping to go to Westfest with Heather and anyone else who's going aha, and on Sunday i'm going to a picnic at st annes well which should be really nice. It was Ali's last day at school today, and i am sooo jealous i still have 2 weeks left, but i'm pretty happy because we didn't have to do the 1500 in p.e this year! and next p.e lesson we're doing tug of war :) Anyway, I am going to have a shower now, and then watch a film, nearly the weekend! i'll write soon byee.

Well i've been waiting..

Today wasn't that bad, I feel a bit sick, and i think it's all down to the amount of pizza i just ate and i am really regretting it now. Eugh. Perfect circle was good, We made a little parody sitcom thing which was pretty fun! I hope that tomorrow, since it's our last athletics that we will get out of doing the 1500, because i really really really cannot be assed, I hate running on a track like that it's so awful, and i am also really crap at running in general and all sports really, the only sport i really like is netball, but even then i can't catch the ball and if it comes towards me i usually just scream and run out of the way aha. I hope these two days and the next two weeks go really quickly! Anyway, I have to finish off my r.e ela now, So I will write soon Byee.

I'm the broken doll and you're the puppeteer.

Today was really lovely, apart from really bad cramps, which i soon sorted out with a few paracetamol! haha, so it's all good. After school i got the bus to Worcester and i first off dropped a present off at Andrew Grant, and then i met up with al, We don't meet up much, which is really stupid because she only lives 5 minutes away from me, But she also lives in Worcester with her dad, so sometimes we find it hard to see each other since sometimes she's free and i'm not or i'm free but she isn't, but when we do meet up it's so fun she just makes me laugh so much haha, So we met up and wondered around the shops for a bit, I had a look in Second hand rose, and me and al saw this really nice skirt, and she brought it but she said that i could borrow it anytime haha :) so that's pretty cool. I also saw her boyfriend, which was a bit awkward but he seems really lovely so i was like GOOD CATCH AL! haha. Anyway after that we went to eat at angel chef which is really good for like five pounds each!!! Amazing. So that was really nice. All in all it's been a very lovely evening! and a pretty good day! I'll write more soon byeee.

We are the people who rule the world.

Today wasn't actually that bad, for a Monday. Tomorrow is sports day and i don't have to do a running event which, as i said, i am pretty happy about. I have really bad cramps though, and i've already took about 3 paracetamol but they don't seem to be working!! eughh. I always get so emotional the day before, and i can like cry at anything, though it's not as bad as the time when i got it once, i was having a mental breakdown over something that wasn't even that bad aha! Anyway i best be off now, I'm going to have my tea because i am STARVING!!! Byee. xxx

Devon!!

AHH, I have got to update you on some amazing news, In the summer holidays i might be going down to Devon with ellie!!! i can just imagine it now, A whole week of sun, Beach , Ellie ;), taking photos and just generally having a amazing time! It is going to be amazing, I'm sure my mum will let me, If she doesn't i will just beg her!! Though i don't see why she wouldn't! I am really exited!!! I will keep you updated on this! Haha Ahhhhh!!!!!

i will never be a stepping stone.

So this Sunday has been far from relaxing, My mum got me and Jack up pretty early after i went to bed at about 3. Then i wanted to go to Worcester, and so as soon as ali heard that she wanted to come to, so i ended up going to Worcester with her, Ursula and my mum and i got a school skirt which i am worried will look too slaggy, because my mum said it's a bit short, and tight :/ But oh well, i will wear it tomorrow and if everyones like SLAG i will just wear it on the weekends. I also got a new top which is really comfy and i love it. So after shopping in Worcester for about 3 hours we came home, and then i watched Coraline with al and then they all went and i had my tea (left over chinese YUM) and now i'm just relaxing and drinking a hot choc after a busy busy busy day. I was meant to finish off my r.e ela today, but that hasn't happened. Oh well, i'll do it tomorrow. I need to sleep, for days.. too bad it's school tomorrow! Oh well only three weeks left, thank God. Byeee.

It's all just make believe isn't it?

It's finally the weekend and i have done absolutely nothing so far. Hopefully i am going to Worcester tomorrow. Today though i got up, helped tidy the house and waited for my cousins to arrive and then i said that i would help out with Ali, And i now know that looking after a six year old all day is a tough job! She has driven me round the bend today, but all in all, it was fine. I took her to the park and i brought her a nice ice cream and played 'dressing up' And i mean, it was a bit stressful but at the end we made up a really cute song which made all the stress just melt away and i do love her to bits! So i am now waiting to go to bed, I am pretty tired after running after her all day but i have to wait for people to go to bed, since i'm sleeping in the lounge tonight. I also found this really gross video of me and Clare which we didn't know was recording and Clare does this EXTREMELY loud burp and all you can see is the computer shaking and us laughing loads, i nearly wet myself ahaha, Anyway i will be off but i'll write more tomorrow, Byeee.

oh! Hark!

It's Friday, Yay! I'm not doing much though so i'm pretty bored. My mum wants me to stay at home so i can help her with my six year old cousin Ali tomorrow, that girl actually hates me , But i am going to Worcester on Sunday, so she will repay me for helping her out then! haha Anyway, I'm so tired so i'm glad it's the weekend, I thought i was going to fall asleep in most of my lessons today, so it's nice just to stay home and sleep. I really wanted that jumpsuit but when my mum went to Worcester she said she couldn't see it, i might buy it online though it's so nice! I wasn't too sure about it when i first tried it on but now i can't stop thinking about it! haha, and also i need more summer clothes so i need to be extra nice to mum and maybe she will buy me some! aha, Anyway i best be off now, I AM going for a nap. Zzzz..

First of July.

Hello! Today i was really tired and i think i took it out on everyone , which wasn't good. But i will have a good sleep tonight and i will be a much nicer, happier person tomorrow. I felt a bit sick as well, but since i had something to drink i feel fine, I was probably just dehydrated. Anyway, I'm happy that i don't have to do running in sports day this year, I didn't sort it out though but we all managed to get out of running, so i am now doing shot and triple jump which i am pretty happy about. Anyway, I will write more soon, but for now i am going to take a power nap! Byeee.