I need an ipod.

I really really really need a new ipod but i'll probably have to wait until my birthday to get one unless i save up. The only way parents will give me money is if i start doing jobs around the house, which i would gladly do if in the end i could have a brand spanking new ipod (:
I am going to suggest this idea to my mum and hopefully in the end i will get one and i won't have to wait all the way till it's my birthday. Sorted.

Getting better..

Today i didn't do a lot but i got some presents in town, i woke up quite late today even though i set my alarm for 10:30 i managed to sleep in till half 1! talk about a lie in haa
So tomorrow i haven't planned to do much, i might go for a walk on the hills though but Tuesday i'm going shopping with mum and then I've got a bit planned for the rest of the week such as
A Sleepover with Hattie, Sleepover with Ellie , Sleepover with Clare and shopping and then i might be going for a picnic on the hills with Hattie so that should be fun!
Anyway i'll write more soon byeeeeeee.

Bless you're sweet mistakes.

I love it when you listen to music and it takes you back to all you're old memories,
when i hear passion pit it reminds me of me and Clare on the hills on bonfire night

and sometimes when i listen to Neapolitan dreams it reminds me of walking up on the hills with ellie and singing along to it good times :') There are loads more songs which just take me back and it makes me smile, Though some songs can be ruined by bad memories, but mostly they are nice memories, i love it.

Half term

It's finally half term, thank god. I have been thinking about my holiday this year, and we might be going to morocco, Marrakesh but that's only if my dad can get the time off from work, and i will miss a week of school! But right now, for me any beach would do, I really want to go to Cornwall or Yorkshire with the colorful beach huts i think they make a pretty cute picture and i will definitely be taking holiday snaps when i go to morocco, my camera broke though since i dropped it and the lens got stuck, i only had it for a day! But i guess i can still use my dads old digital camera, so it's all good. Anyway, i'll be posting more soon! byeeeee.

Everyone is different.

I love the smell of cut grass and rain, i hate tea, I love it when someone makes me smile, I like wellys, I love shopping, I wish i tried harder, change is good, sometimes i'm scared of change, i am self conscious, i wish i didn't care what people thought of me, the thought of growing up scares me, i am tired, i love Autumn colors, spiders and wasps scare me, i miss the freedom of being little, i like to be unique, i'm not a morning person, i do stupid things and regret it after, i love laughter, i love big soft jumpers, no use pretending, i love summer, i wish i looked like her.., nobody is perfect, i love socks, don't chase perfection, be yourself, i'm not trying to be anyone else, i love the feeling of being happy, i like lying in the sun watching the clouds go by, when i wasn't there my toys came to life, ignore judgement.Sometimes i wish my life was different but if it was then i wouldn't be me.

We are fated to pretend.

I am not confident, I know i am smart but not in the ways that count. I read people better than any book that i could ever find but i never have the words to explain my feelings, I'm only as funny as i feel and i do not think i am pretty. I sometimes walk with my head down. My posture is terrible. I let my emotions get the best of me. I am really not as nice as i would like to be or as innocent as you may think i am. I am really no good at all, on my own. But i am analytical with myself. And i don't understand how some people can be cocky or proud when they are all aware of the horrible things they think and do, but no one knows. We are all broken enough to be humble.

Goodbye Thursday.

I found it so hard to get up this morning i literally had to drag myself out of bed.

I hate Thursdays with a passion, i just want today to be over, and then it's Friday

:) and i get a whole week off yay!
I'll write more soon, Byeee.

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

HELLO! It was my brothers last day in year 11 today, and surprisingly it was pretty quiet round school, but their were lots of teachers on guard so i'm not really surprised. Someone set the fire bell off and threw eggs but thats about it really haha. So i'm pretty happy today, It's a Wednesday tomorrow and their like my favorite day because we have creative arts which is always really fun :) so i will write more soon Byeee.

Hottest day of the year so far :)

HELLO! Today was BOILING, 25 C to be precise!

It was also Ellie cornflakes's birthday today (: and so Me, Clare, Beth and El lie walked

back to hers after school and had some lemon ice pops and some caterpillar cake!
it was so yummy! my feet really hurt though from walking all the way to hers, but it was worth it

haha it's meant to be even hotter tomorrow yay yay yay!

I'm going to work on my tan :)
Anyway i will post more soooooon Byeeeeeeeeeee.

Yum Yum Yum!

summer evening.

Hello! I've just been sat out in the garden listening to my ipod and decided to light some candles, so i did and then i decided that i wanted a picture so then i took one haha :) I also had Chips and Mayo for tea, Nutritious ;) aha anyway i'm really glad it's friday tomorrow, This week hasn't been very fun so it's nice to have a break and i don't have any stupid ela's to worry about, Yay!
Anyway i'll write more soon Byeee.

Hot Hot Hot!

Today was alright, Clare wasn't here so it kind of sucked, but it looks like she's coming back tomorrow since she feels better so YAY! it was really hot today though! And it felt very summery :) I actually can't wait for the summer now, It's going to be amazing.

So thats why i need a new summer-wardrobe, i had my maths calculator test today and it was surprisingly easy apart from 6 questions which i ran out of time to do :/
Anyway, I found the name of the camera which i really really really want on e Bay (like in the picture above) I think they're amazing :) anyway i'll post some more soon Byeee.

you know that saying, 'People who don't know me think i'm shy, but people who know me can't get me to shut up' well that really applies to me, I do get really nervous and self conscious around some people, but other people i'm just totally comfortable with. Hehe

Heelllloooooo!

So I've just come back from drama it was really fun! :)
I had my science test today and it was pretty easy apart from a couple of questions!
It's Thursday tomorrow, Joy! :( I can't wait till the weekend now! I am also adding to my want-list and i want one of those old-fashioned cameras! I might look on eBay aha

And i also have to get some new clothes, so i think a trip to Birmingham is needed!
Ahh, i keep wanting things but i have absolutely NO money :'(
I need a job...

i don't want to get up at six and deliver newspapers though, i tried that before and it didn't work out according to plan..

I could babysit,

then again, it probably won't be a very good idea..

I NEED MONEY.

How do you like you're eggs in the mornin'?

Morning! I got up pretty late and had to rush for the shower! I am going to be late for the bus at this rate! so i will speak to you soon Byeeeeeeeeeeee,

i really fancy some super noodles :)

i am so up for a game of twister right now.

Complicated.

This is exactly how i feel sometimes, put into words.

Ramble, Ramble, Ramble on..

When something is on my mind i can't help but keep on and on about it, and i probably repeat myself a lot which must be quite annoying for other people. At the moment i don't think i'm feeling as happy as i should be, but when i'm feeling down in the dumps i always know what to do because in primary school we used to sing this song:
If your feeling sad and weary and your down in the dumps, down in the dumps, down in the dumps

If your feeling sad and weary and your down in the dumps theirs something you can do,
Don't be grumpy don't go on and on, don't be grumpy don't you spoil the fun

If your feeling sad and weary and your down in the dumps down in the dumps down in the dumps If your feeling sad and weary and your down in the dumps theres something you can do..

Ahh, i love primary school so much, i didn't know it then but it was the happiest time of my life
There were no stresses, worries or anything! I would love to go back their now, i don't think i appreciated it enough when i was there haha!

So i shall stop my ramble right here and right now, until i feel the need to ramble again hehe
I shall be posting more soon!

YO!

So, another tiering day at school, it was fun though nonetheless, i don't think i did very well in my maths test but i think i did okay in my English writing test :) so we shall seee :D
I really hate it when my brothers friends come round, i have to resort to locking myself in my room it's rather annoying.
But i guess their all okay :)
Anyway, i don't have much to write about but i really want the brown boots (like in the picture) i just think their so cute!
i really like vintage clothes, and when i wear them i like to think of who was wearing them last :)

I want...

A new phone, ray bans, lace up boots, new ipod, the whole of urban outfitters, topshop and river island, these tests to all be over, things to go back to the way they were,better skin, less-crazy hair and for summer 2010 to HURRY UP! If thats not too much to ask :)

tests tests tests D:

So the test have started D: And right now i should really be revising English and Maths for tomorrow but i really cannot be bothered. I think a lot of things are changing at the moment and i would really appreciate it if things started going back to normal. But i guess i'll just put a brave face on things, the world doesn't revolve around me. Anyway i don't have much to write about today, but i shall be posting more soon!