Nobody said it was easy.

Hey, i really miss blogging, and i feel like i haven't done so in ages, so i'm sorry! :(
This week is our exam week, some actual GCSE moduals but mostly our internal exams, and today i had my geography exam, which went horrifically, One question was like 'Describe a coastal flood' and i put 'The Tsunami in Haiti' Hahaaa, so yeah, i failed that one, and i also had my french listening exam, which was also really bad as well, so i'm not doing too well.. but i really hate french so i don't really care if i fail at that, but i'm also failing at Art as well, and now geography is following, all i have left is philos&ethics, which is pretty much the only subject i really like out of all my options, i do like art and french and geography, but it's our teacher who i don't like in art, french is just way too difficult, and now geography seems that way as well.. Arghh! oh well, i'm just going to think positively and hopefully things will turn out alright! hopefully! My mum said i can dye my hair red this weekend, which i'm really looking forward to, i quite like megan presscott's hair (skins) and so i want to like that! and i am so excited, but nervous at the same time, but i really needed a change! :)
Anyway, i'll be off.. i won't promise i'll write soon, because i probably won't, but i won't completley abandon you for tumblr! haha, Byeeee. xxxxxxxxx

Hello June!

Well, it's Friday which means it's nearly the end of the half term, which has gone by so quickly :( which is annoying, and i hardly got up to much, and now i realize that i have homework that i needed to do, plus maths and science revision. Great. Honestly if it's a break why can't school just let us have a BREAK instead of ruining every single moment of our lives. EUGH. I am so sick of that place, i honestly can't believe i still have to go through another year, and it gets worse and a lot more stressful with GCSE's and God knows what.. Right, rant over.
I feel like i've really ambandoned blogger for Tumblr, but it's just so addictive. I don't rant as much as i do on here though, so you kind of get the worse of it, which i guess isn't too great either. Oh well.. it will soon be summer, which i am really looking forward to, and T4 on the beachhh woop woop! which won't be long, we're going on the 10th of July and i can't be more excited! :) :)
I didn't sleep at all last night, i watched peep show on 40D and i tried to sleep, but then i couldn't so i went back on the computer again, it's quarter past 7 now so i guess i should start waking up and let Marley out for a wee, i'll probably do some homework, watch more peep show, a couple of films and then i think i might be getting my hair cut, if mum has sorted it, and going to Catrins tonight, so it's going to be a good day i think :) okay, i'll write soon, and i'll be a bit more happier :) byeeee. xxx

Don't waste your time on me..

Sorry i haven't been posting for a while, i feel like i've kind of abandoned blogger for tumblr, but i promise i will write on here more.. Today i had my first GCSE (science) which went okay i guess, but i hope i got at least a C otherwise i have to go back and do it in year 11 which i can't really be bothered to do, but at least that made me a little bit calmer, knowing that i could still re-take it, so i guess it's okay :) Only two days to go before half term, and i feel like we've hardly been at school this term, i guess it's because of work experience and stuff, which is great! Summer is just around the corner, and on the 10th i'm going to T4 avec ma copains and me and catrin are also hoping to go to NOS so there's a lot to look forward to! i decided big chill was way too expensive this year, and also the line-up was shit, so that was a bit dissapointing, but hey ho! Erghhh.. really can't be bothered for tomorrow, but i have my prefect duty with Clare, and i have kind of got into the swing of telling the year 7 and 8's to move, so i think it's going to be quite fun :) and also, all the lessons are pretty good. I swear i keep humiliating myself, today i sat down in some gum, so me and catrin went to the toilets and she tried to scrub it off with a deodrant lid, a protractor, a ruler until the lunch time supervisor people came in and told us off, and even when they explained they didn't do much to help, cheeky bitches. Eventually i kind of got it off but there's still a massive white smudge which doesn't look too good.. Eughh mums going to get it off now though, and i'm going to watch black swan with ma on Friday after i've had my cervical cancer jabs, because i didn't get them at school.. so that kind of sucks. EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH.
School is such a big pain in the bum, thank God it's half term next week!!
I WILL post soon! Byeeeeeee xxx

i'll go wherever you will go..

Hello!

Today was pretty shit, i got egged by year 11's, which was sooo gross and i felt like such a loser afterwards, so that wasn't good, and it was a Wednesdays, and i really hate Wednesdays, so that was another thing that made me feel like absolute shiiiiiiiite. Eughh, i swear all i do is complain at the moment, but it's just because their is so much to complain about!
My parents are getting me down saying that i am not working hard enough, and that i don't ever help around the house so i'm really selfish, school is just so stressful and french is especially annoying because it litrally goes in one ear and goes out the next..

at school, it seems like you can't trust anyone because everyone is spreading shit about each other and just being a complete bitch, and it's really getting me down, oh well, i'm just going to watch waterloo road and relaaaaaaaaaaaaaax, honestly cannot wait to leave school.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Byeeeeeeeeee.

Do you think i'm mad?

Hey, I've finished work experience now, and i'm really sad because i loved it so much, and everything was so lovely and it was really nice being with my old teachers and the kids were really cute as well, and on Monday it's going to be back to the same old same old.. eugh. Oh well, we have a trip on Wednesday which i'm quite looking forward to actually!
Today i'm not really doing anything, i'm just lounging about at home, being bored out of my mind, though me and my parents took Marley on a really nice walk in the nature reserve and we saw this really cute dog which is a cross between a pug and a Chinese crested thing, it was the most adorable thing ever! and Marley loved her! :')
Tomorrow i'm going for a picnic with my friends on the hills, well unless it rains, but we might still do it anyway haa. Anyway, I don't have much to write about, but i just thought i'd fill you in on what's been going on! I will write soon, Byeee!
P.s Jack was being strangely happy yesterday.. and i was getting quite suspicious..hmm.

No mountain high, no valley low..

Hey!

Quite disappointed i only got round to writing one post last month, but it was Easter and then the royal wedding and it's just all been going on, and because my laptop is broken my dad can be a bit of a nob when it comes to letting me borrow his computer, but i needed to write my blog so here it is! :)By the way, there was some shocking news yesterday, they killed Osama Bin Laden :O Anyway, back to my blog..

So i started work experience today, and it was pretty good :) i was working in class four and they made me help out with the mental maths in the morning, and it was quite humiliating

because most of these 7-8 year olds were better at maths than i am, and when the teacher asked me to help this one girl i think i just really confused her, and just ended up giving her all the answers ahaha, But it got better and we had assembly, or 'worship because it's like a Christian school so they like pray all the time, and in assembly we were singing hymns, the first one i didn't know, but it was lovely and the second was 'ain't no mountain high enough' which is one of my favorite all-time songs, and so that just put me on a high for the whole day and the lady said that if the kids were good they got to sing like there favorite song at the end, and i was just thinking it was going to be another hymn or something, but then they all started singing lady gaga bad romance and fireflies by owl city and jls everybody in love, i was just sat there like errr.. but yeah, it was really cute :) after that was break, and i just hung out with a couple of year 4 friends and they showed me there secret handshake which was the code to get into there secret hiding place and they said they i could join there group, and i felt pretty privileged :P so yeah.. Then after that was literacy and they stuck me with the low-ability group, which just meant i had to read out the whole passage while they followed it with there finger, most of them even struggled to write there name, which i thought was pretty worrying.. but yeah it was alright :) I went home for lunch and watched a bit of telly, and went back and we did a bit of Science, and art and this one little brat flicked paint on me, which i wasn't too happy about, but i guess.. kids will be kids. Tomorrow i get to work with Class two and nursery so i'm really looking forward to that more than anything! we get to play the parachute game, woooo!
Right, i'll be off, i promise i will write soon, byeeee.

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N

Hey :) It's finally Easter, Thank God, I don't think i could of survived another week, I was so tired as well, I had such a long lie in and then for the rest of the day i've just been slobbing around the house, which is a bit of a shame since it's such a gorgeous day outside, but i took Marley on a little walk, and he's just sunbathing in the garden :) Yesterday i found one of his baby teeth down the side of the sofa :') i'm going to save it forever and ever! I'm really looking forward to this week, I'm going shopping with Clare on Tuesday, she might be coming over this weekend, but i think Guy is coming down, so we might be going out for a meal on Sunday.. but i dunno, we'll see. I'm really looking forward to seeing Guy though, i haven't seen him in absolutley ages so it'll be good :) and Tuesday night me and Clare are going to saskias party, mums brought me like two bottles of lambrini and i'm getting jacks friend joe to get me some vodka! ahha so yeah :) should be fuuuuuun! on Monday i'm going to Heaths, so it's going to be a pretty jam-packed couple of days! for the rest of the week i don't know what i'm doing yet, but i'm just going to take it one day at a time :) Loveee holidays! Next year mums promised we're going on holiday, so i'm looking forward to that, but this year we still might be going to cornwall, and mum said i can bring a friend ahah so yeah :) and also big chill! ahh, exciting times! Anyway i will write soon, byeeeeeeee.