Beautiful weather. ☂

I have just woken up. It's becoming ridiculous how lazy i'm becoming, God help me when we get back to school. I had a horrible dream last night that we were given our new time tables and all my teachers were horrible, I was so relieved when i woke up and i really hope that doesn't happen! As long as i don't have Mrs. Cook for Geography i am happy, Oh and i want a good maths teacher this year, if not i'm going to get my mum to move me straight away. I really need to sort out a hair appointment soon, I don't know how blonde i should go though, i don't think i want to go bleach blonde but i want there to actually be a difference this time because last time i tried to go blonde it didn't really make much of a difference at all, and i ended up just being ginger. So i'm going to have a look at some pictures, and i might buy a hair magazine or something. I wish it would just stop raining though, It makes everything so much more miserable. I can't wait till i can drive, Jack says that by this April he will be driving, but i doubt that. Anyway, I am off to the libary now to go print a 'job wanted' thing off. Byeee.

look who's alone now. It's not me. It's not me.

When it's the summer, i keep forgetting what day it is. I quite like that though, because i don't feel rushed and it's a lot more relaxing. Today it's raining, and when it rains i can never be bothered to do much. It's also Ellies birthday, So HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIE. Haha, Tomorrow i think i'm meeting up with Hannah, Vicki, Holly and Clare again to film our video thing that we didn't finish last time, so that should be a laugh it was so funny last time we went round, we had a bbq, because my mum didn't want us to have the camp out that we had planned that night, and we roasted marshmallows and cooked sausages, ahh it was amazing, we still need to do a camp out this summer, i don't know who it would be with but i really want one before we go back to school. Mum brought these really nice things from M&s, there like brownies but they come with these little dips, and it's so good and addicting, I really should be on a diet though, i must of put on so much weight this summer, but oh well haha. So anyway, I don't really know what to do with the rest of the day, My plan for watching the sunrise didn't really work out, because when i woke up at 5, I knocked my phone onto the floor and stabbed it until it turned off and went back to sleep. So i was a bit gutted when i woke up. But oh well, maybe some other time, Byeeee.

Butterflieees.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7N-XckisnpM&feature=av2e

This song is just amazing, i don't know what it is about it but it gives me major butterflies in my tummy. I used to get like that with other songs like passion pit, but i think that's just because they bring back really good memories, and this song reminds me of holiday and i just love that about music how it can remind you of memories like that it's a really weird sensation but it's a good one as well! haha, i keep posting stuff, i think it's to make up for the fact that i haven't really posted much recently but i am going to have a bath and go to bed now so i can get up early in the morning for my hills excursion! i don't know how i'm going to walk up there, i might go past Ellies house and straight up, i don't know how early buses start running, so it might be quite a walk up, but oh well goodnight, i will write more soon. :)

Hmmmm

I realized that i was wrong yesterday when i was ranting about how boring life is, It's me that makes life boring for myself. If i went out and did something useful with my time i wouldn't be bored at all. I need a job though, desperately i am willing to do anything to be honest. My mum says that if it's for money then i can do some work around the house and she will pay me for it, but i don't really want that because i will still feel guilty about taking her money. I will have a look round, there's a new shop that's opened in the link called the lemon tree so i am going to ask there because my mum is friends with the person who owns the shop so i might be in luck! It's so unfair how you can't get a job when your my age, and then my mum has a go at me when i talk about being bored saying that 'in my day... bla bla bla' and in her day it's so much different to now, because if i put '14 year old looking for a job' who knows what strange people it would attract. Eurgh, enough ranting now.

Tomorrow i have decided to go on a walk, I might go up the hills quite early but then again i don't know how likely that's going to be but i think it would be really nice to watch the sunrise. How early is the sunrise these days? about 5 in the morning? Well i will just have to see but it would be a pretty cool way to start the day though. Anyway i will be off, byeee. :)

Brewing up a storm!

Today was pretty boring, but alright. Me and the fam played a good game of Monopoly and then we ordered a pizza (ham and pineapple, yum!) and watched 'our house' which is this really funny film. Now though, i am going to clear out my wardrobe because their is a lot of stuff in there which i don't really like, and it's just cluttering my wardrobe up so i'm going to have a big sort out and chuck stuff i don't want anymore. I have decided that for my birthday i might have a camp out with a few friends, Dad's making me a cake that he made for Jack on his birthday which was so good! Anyway, I will be off now (: Byeeee.

blabber.

I feel like life is far too boring for my liking. I want to travel and explore and just leave everything behind. I love the feeling of being free from everything that's why whenever i come back from holiday, and you return to where everything is back to normal and it's back to school and it's the same old day in day out. I just hate it, i feel like i just want to scream and run away from all of that hassle. I like the unexpected, it makes life so much more exiting and i think what's the point in having a life if your not going to live it to the full? How are you supposed to live every day as if it's your last when you have all this crap that's making it actually impossible to do.

Anyway, there isn't much that i can do to make what i want possible until i'm old enough, and even then i don't think i would be able to. I guess i just have to stick it out and make the most of what i have, Because that's all you can do in life really, Make the most of it.

yawn.

It's 12:15 and i have just woken up, I had some really nice tropicana orange juice and i am now going to look and see if my film arrived that i've been waiting 5 whole days for!

1 second..

Damn. It hasn't come. Jeez, it's taking it's time. Yesterday was really sunny and guess what i spent all day doing.. cleaning my room. It is really nice and tidy now though so the hard work paid off! I haven't really made any plans for today but the weather looks quite nice, for once, so i want to go out. I am shocked at what Emma Watson has done to her hair! I would never cut all of my hair off like that and i don't think it looks as nice as it did. Silly girl. I am also looking for another jumper, Hannah has got one which i love and i really want one like it! so i'm going to look around. Right, I am off for now so byeee.