Don't waste your time on me..

Sorry i haven't been posting for a while, i feel like i've kind of abandoned blogger for tumblr, but i promise i will write on here more.. Today i had my first GCSE (science) which went okay i guess, but i hope i got at least a C otherwise i have to go back and do it in year 11 which i can't really be bothered to do, but at least that made me a little bit calmer, knowing that i could still re-take it, so i guess it's okay :) Only two days to go before half term, and i feel like we've hardly been at school this term, i guess it's because of work experience and stuff, which is great! Summer is just around the corner, and on the 10th i'm going to T4 avec ma copains and me and catrin are also hoping to go to NOS so there's a lot to look forward to! i decided big chill was way too expensive this year, and also the line-up was shit, so that was a bit dissapointing, but hey ho! Erghhh.. really can't be bothered for tomorrow, but i have my prefect duty with Clare, and i have kind of got into the swing of telling the year 7 and 8's to move, so i think it's going to be quite fun :) and also, all the lessons are pretty good. I swear i keep humiliating myself, today i sat down in some gum, so me and catrin went to the toilets and she tried to scrub it off with a deodrant lid, a protractor, a ruler until the lunch time supervisor people came in and told us off, and even when they explained they didn't do much to help, cheeky bitches. Eventually i kind of got it off but there's still a massive white smudge which doesn't look too good.. Eughh mums going to get it off now though, and i'm going to watch black swan with ma on Friday after i've had my cervical cancer jabs, because i didn't get them at school.. so that kind of sucks. EUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH.
School is such a big pain in the bum, thank God it's half term next week!!
I WILL post soon! Byeeeeeee xxx

i'll go wherever you will go..

Hello!

Today was pretty shit, i got egged by year 11's, which was sooo gross and i felt like such a loser afterwards, so that wasn't good, and it was a Wednesdays, and i really hate Wednesdays, so that was another thing that made me feel like absolute shiiiiiiiite. Eughh, i swear all i do is complain at the moment, but it's just because their is so much to complain about!
My parents are getting me down saying that i am not working hard enough, and that i don't ever help around the house so i'm really selfish, school is just so stressful and french is especially annoying because it litrally goes in one ear and goes out the next..

at school, it seems like you can't trust anyone because everyone is spreading shit about each other and just being a complete bitch, and it's really getting me down, oh well, i'm just going to watch waterloo road and relaaaaaaaaaaaaaax, honestly cannot wait to leave school.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Byeeeeeeeeee.

Do you think i'm mad?

Hey, I've finished work experience now, and i'm really sad because i loved it so much, and everything was so lovely and it was really nice being with my old teachers and the kids were really cute as well, and on Monday it's going to be back to the same old same old.. eugh. Oh well, we have a trip on Wednesday which i'm quite looking forward to actually!
Today i'm not really doing anything, i'm just lounging about at home, being bored out of my mind, though me and my parents took Marley on a really nice walk in the nature reserve and we saw this really cute dog which is a cross between a pug and a Chinese crested thing, it was the most adorable thing ever! and Marley loved her! :')
Tomorrow i'm going for a picnic with my friends on the hills, well unless it rains, but we might still do it anyway haa. Anyway, I don't have much to write about, but i just thought i'd fill you in on what's been going on! I will write soon, Byeee!
P.s Jack was being strangely happy yesterday.. and i was getting quite suspicious..hmm.

No mountain high, no valley low..

Hey!

Quite disappointed i only got round to writing one post last month, but it was Easter and then the royal wedding and it's just all been going on, and because my laptop is broken my dad can be a bit of a nob when it comes to letting me borrow his computer, but i needed to write my blog so here it is! :)By the way, there was some shocking news yesterday, they killed Osama Bin Laden :O Anyway, back to my blog..

So i started work experience today, and it was pretty good :) i was working in class four and they made me help out with the mental maths in the morning, and it was quite humiliating

because most of these 7-8 year olds were better at maths than i am, and when the teacher asked me to help this one girl i think i just really confused her, and just ended up giving her all the answers ahaha, But it got better and we had assembly, or 'worship because it's like a Christian school so they like pray all the time, and in assembly we were singing hymns, the first one i didn't know, but it was lovely and the second was 'ain't no mountain high enough' which is one of my favorite all-time songs, and so that just put me on a high for the whole day and the lady said that if the kids were good they got to sing like there favorite song at the end, and i was just thinking it was going to be another hymn or something, but then they all started singing lady gaga bad romance and fireflies by owl city and jls everybody in love, i was just sat there like errr.. but yeah, it was really cute :) after that was break, and i just hung out with a couple of year 4 friends and they showed me there secret handshake which was the code to get into there secret hiding place and they said they i could join there group, and i felt pretty privileged :P so yeah.. Then after that was literacy and they stuck me with the low-ability group, which just meant i had to read out the whole passage while they followed it with there finger, most of them even struggled to write there name, which i thought was pretty worrying.. but yeah it was alright :) I went home for lunch and watched a bit of telly, and went back and we did a bit of Science, and art and this one little brat flicked paint on me, which i wasn't too happy about, but i guess.. kids will be kids. Tomorrow i get to work with Class two and nursery so i'm really looking forward to that more than anything! we get to play the parachute game, woooo!
Right, i'll be off, i promise i will write soon, byeeee.

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N

Hey :) It's finally Easter, Thank God, I don't think i could of survived another week, I was so tired as well, I had such a long lie in and then for the rest of the day i've just been slobbing around the house, which is a bit of a shame since it's such a gorgeous day outside, but i took Marley on a little walk, and he's just sunbathing in the garden :) Yesterday i found one of his baby teeth down the side of the sofa :') i'm going to save it forever and ever! I'm really looking forward to this week, I'm going shopping with Clare on Tuesday, she might be coming over this weekend, but i think Guy is coming down, so we might be going out for a meal on Sunday.. but i dunno, we'll see. I'm really looking forward to seeing Guy though, i haven't seen him in absolutley ages so it'll be good :) and Tuesday night me and Clare are going to saskias party, mums brought me like two bottles of lambrini and i'm getting jacks friend joe to get me some vodka! ahha so yeah :) should be fuuuuuun! on Monday i'm going to Heaths, so it's going to be a pretty jam-packed couple of days! for the rest of the week i don't know what i'm doing yet, but i'm just going to take it one day at a time :) Loveee holidays! Next year mums promised we're going on holiday, so i'm looking forward to that, but this year we still might be going to cornwall, and mum said i can bring a friend ahah so yeah :) and also big chill! ahh, exciting times! Anyway i will write soon, byeeeeeeee.

And the world spins madly on...

Hey! It's nearly April, and the clocks have gone forward, which kind of marks the beggining of summer, which means it's nearly here! :) can't wait, i'm going to try and make this summer the best one yet. This weekend was okay, i went shopping in Cheltenham which was good, and i got a few new clothes, which i'm pretty happy about, and i met Cat and we went to peachy with libby and milli, and it wasn't great really, everyone was just stood in a field getting either high or drunk and when i brought some, it turned out to be a bag of grass (not weed, actual grass) which i paid twenty quid for.. so yeah, kind of made me realise that there are only a few people you can trust with stuff like that, and i've learnt from my mistake and i am never buying it from those people again, my brother said he's going to try and get my money back, but i just want people to drop it now and move on, i don't really care to be honest, anyway jack is having a driving lesson tomorrow, and my mum was giving him a few tips in the car which was quite funny, and i can't wait till i can drive, i'm so jealous.

I'll write soon, byeee. xo

Tell the world i'm coming home.

Hello!

Today felt a lot like summer. It was really sunny, and it's made me more exited for summer now, hoepfully it will be here sooon! This week has been okay, though it's had it's ups and downs, it was Jacks 17th on Tuesday and we went out for a meal, and it was pretty funny.. for some reason we were talking about vajazzles (don't ask) and my brother thought it was a type of fish?! and my mum was laughing so much that she choked on a smartie ahaha, and then we wanted an ice cream factory, but the machine broke and my brother tried to work it and it went all over him, so we didn't have to pay for our desserts, which was pretty good, though it was really emmbarrsing because everyone was looking at us! aha
My brother is hopefully going to get his driving lessons soon, and then i can hopefully get lifts off him, well.. hopefully. I'm going for a walk with the fam later, with Marley. We need more pictures of him as a puppy though, because he's growing up so fast! I was watching crufts, and there was a spanish water dog called Paco, and he looked so cute! I'm quite glad Marley was born without a tail though, because they look a bit weird with them! right now my parents are really annoying me, because they are nagging at me to clean my room, when i've spent about an hour doing it.. Eugh. I'm going to watch A.I later, and i've just realised how much Marley looks like Teddy off it! ahhhh. I'll write soon, byeeeee.